'ripped of wai's
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
- try to grow up? haha, i think every year i try to be less immature and not kick up a big fuss over trivial matters. working, definitely. KIDS. -shakes head.. o's. nightmare. graduation, found it ws all a big fuss over nothing. a! my bangs. haha. and also, send my best friend away. i dont really want to do that ever again. mm, on a lighter note, ooh craziest shopping ths year ;)
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- i cant really recall last yr's resolutions, as always..haha bt it shld be something like mug hard blah. didnt really happen, but ths year, there were goods and bads..
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- LAUGHS OUT LOUD..we live in the 21st century, not in China.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
- hell, no.
5. What countries did you visit?
- none!! growls.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
- holding on to friends, better grades, the usual.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- i dont remember dates, but blur of events.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- wht hv i achieved? wouldnt be right to say nothing..bt i guess theyre all small achievements.
9. What was your biggest failure?
- being less self centred..its always been me me me..and MAYBE i shld b more family oriented..IF i pick up some anger management skills..
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- oh, my eyes. been giving me lotsa trouble. actually its the bloody contacts. CPCs la (is tht wht its called?) oh and tht mysterious grave headache+puking experience during physics prelims. horrid.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
- hee. lots.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- haha ths qn sounds as tho im supp to say someone helped an old lady cross the road or someone stopped sleeping around. but err.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- dont think i should name anyone. but there were people who did jst tht. and maybe i mde people appalled and depressed too. haha
14. Where did most of your money go?
- sigh. dumb qn..shopping la.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- got really psyched over a couple of things. bt dnt think it lasted.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
- electriko's (sp?) running away or smth. for some particularly annonymous reason.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder?
- happier, and sadder. haha okok happier lahh.
b) thinner or fatter?
- huh. i didnt grow taller la, happy? so around the same weight.
c) richer or poorer?
- ..sigh. hate money matters..maybe both. shopping ws pretty extreme as compared to prev years bt hey, i worked!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- spending time with the best friend, concentrating more when mugging!! (tsk. cjc..)
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- lets jst say i wish i'd spend less time on some people and more on others had i known the consequences..certain things would have brought me.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- you mean next year? hopefully kissing happily underneath the mistletoe. haha ok rolls eyes. with people i love! friends, family..
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
- yes.
22. How many one-night stands?
- zilch..
23. What was your favorite TV program?
- duh. the oc.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- hatred is bad! dislike maybe, bt not intense or anything.
25. What was the best book you read?
- ooh lotsa tear ducts inducing books bt i cant remember the titles. oh and dan brown's good. my fave : angels and demons.
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- er. tht i still like britney spears HAHA.
27. What did you want and get?
- quite a lot. haha materialistically speaking.
28. What did you want and not get?
- lots of stuff.
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
- TROY. fab show. spidey2 too! all-time favourite : Bring it on. hahaha..
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- jst turned 16 on the 12th. spent with friends and families..didnt have a good one this year.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
- ooh. haha not as terrible as any year back i think. i'd say, colours!
33. What kept you sane?
- the best friend. so the word KEPT, past tense, is apt here. other daily neccesities. duh..
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- more than a couple of, but most, i'd say mary kate olsen.
36. Who did you miss?
- lots of people.
37. Who was the best new person you met?
- well, i dont know about new. best person ive met would be the best friend, obviously. who is being missed A LOT. reply my mail!! -growls.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
mm just cleaned up the bedroom. thrs still the study room. bt too lazy to move..haha. sis and i had cheap deal at mos. sis and i cleaned up the bedrm togth jst nw. sis and i cant stand otelli edwards cos she sucks at dj-ing and florence lian shld jst fire her. sis and i look like twins to people who've jst met us. sis and i (and lots of other people) agree that steph looks like another sister of ours. sis and i are almost of the same height and weight. (shes taller and thus heavier but i'd like to believe im taller..) sis and i jst quarreled ystd. sis and i love each other now :) hahaha.
met up w pri sch clsmates ystd. haha. yes, unbelievable. but everyone looks the same to me! d'oh! reminiscing (sp?) the old old days..had a traumatising chinese teacher for 2 years (chan ah moy) she is every child's nightmare..all the poems she made us memorise..and her monterous Saliva Spits and mthd of throwing books on the flr whn we didnt do our ting xie corrections, washing the loo whn marilyn spilled the mo (ink) AND! whn she hollered at me and mde me sit at the tcher's table to complete my zhi shi bao for the first time i got so drowsy and fell aslp in her lesson (yea i only fell aslp in cls once in pri sch) are all etched in my mind..haha damn funny. watched kung fu hustle ; super lame, dont waste your money. ate at nydc ; mud pie ws damn good, pizza sucked. took neos ; wow! my face so bigg at the back!! (hpe you caught my sacarsm..)
aights. im off to bathe. feeling dirty. haha
chen heyy. yea me too :) take care, see ya around..love YOU!
met up w pri sch clsmates ystd. haha. yes, unbelievable. but everyone looks the same to me! d'oh! reminiscing (sp?) the old old days..had a traumatising chinese teacher for 2 years (chan ah moy) she is every child's nightmare..all the poems she made us memorise..and her monterous Saliva Spits and mthd of throwing books on the flr whn we didnt do our ting xie corrections, washing the loo whn marilyn spilled the mo (ink) AND! whn she hollered at me and mde me sit at the tcher's table to complete my zhi shi bao for the first time i got so drowsy and fell aslp in her lesson (yea i only fell aslp in cls once in pri sch) are all etched in my mind..haha damn funny. watched kung fu hustle ; super lame, dont waste your money. ate at nydc ; mud pie ws damn good, pizza sucked. took neos ; wow! my face so bigg at the back!! (hpe you caught my sacarsm..)
aights. im off to bathe. feeling dirty. haha
chen heyy. yea me too :) take care, see ya around..love YOU!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Saturday, December 25, 2004
hee! im in quite a good mood. must be the christmas spirit. ive never been more family-ish. haha gna pick out new fridge w mum ltr..she cnt stp complaining tht she cnt buy ths 'cool' (i hv to see it for myself..) new fridge cos the fridge space is inadequate due to my dad's careless measurements when we moved house..and she kps telling me shes v keen in ths dvd machine w dnt knw wht new recording features..uhh. guess housewives nearing the big 50 are into household appliances..
bt im not! bought school shoes :D its roxy and pinkish and pale brown-greyish. ws nt wht i wanted to buy initially bt the 'punk shoes' (according to my sis) were err so huge i look like im stomping around w my feet wrapped up in blocks. andandand thrs the mango sale. hehe. got a colourful halter (my fave item), norm black shirt, a red fuzzy pullover and an off shoulder grey top..cheapcheap! shall nt blog abt my senseless prattlings..bt the point is, ah, shopping. :)
oh yea and (i cant remember when) i did volunteer work for charity! haha. as in, i wrapped presents (1buck for each gift) for free (no cip hours....) and ws qt fun la bt i think i scared some people with my wrapping skills. GOOD WRAPPING SKILLS. haha believe what you choose to..anw it ws pure madness. in the end only my sis and i handling the ps shopping crowd with the christmas rush..the things people buy -shakes head- ranges frm ths freaking rich guy w apple ipod, pda, huge lego set etc etc to ths m i s e r..fake ipod made of paper ._.
haha.
anw merry christmas, all!
stephy feefeee! haha coined a new nick for you. yes i agree tht you shld get a new blog..bt knowing you..you'll prolly close it dwn a few months after. anw, am i seeing you+sq tmrw? im FINALLY dne w your pres..been procrastinating it. haha my cuticles and knees are nw pricked with stitch holes! ._. lovee.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i dont feel alright.
yknow when people ask you ; so how you been?
its only apt to go ; im fine! with a bigg plastic smile at that.
ok ths entry is pointless so dont bother reading.
im just suddenly hit by paradoxysm of .. sadness. whatever.
im alone ; all alone.
nobody knows and nobody cares to know.
ooh. im fine :)
Monday, December 20, 2004
came across ths online..
one thing that many people don't realize is that the word boob does not apply to all of us. The word boob calls to mind an over-full water balloon stretched to the breaking point, a Bazooka bubble blown past opaque to iridescent. And so, while I stand before you as a member of the boob tribe, I need to make it clear that I do not possess any boobs.
hahaha.
did lotsa quizes!
love taking quizes. haha so lame but qt interesting la..
and guess what..i found out my scent and tranquility is HERB ( the reckonings and analysis were really true but i hate the smell of herbs..its nt evn a scent.. ), that my career personality is um artistic, blahblah, and also that i hv an IQ of 139 which is classified as highly intelligent and that my strength is structural creativity, whtever tht means but wth. if i were highly intelligent i wouldnt be denied sa and end up in cj :( and and get ths : my humour is DARK. as in, goth creepy dark. one word : HUH. im nt a fan of marilyn manson thank you very much..
tings mm you lucky pig..having a good time spa-ing and all i see..anw i did a quiz! its about best friends relationships. ok so lame but im gonna post the results for you to see anw..haha btw did you check your mail? i mailed you eh. but you sign my gbk and dnt rply my mail. mm anw haha hey i DID improve ok..hahaha. -whacks your ass! and im nt a lazy bum..look who's talking..haha yea i knw..yins got into nj too..hey you got same l1r5 as sq right? can get into vj yknow. sigh. im just upset la. i dnt wna go jc at all if yknw wht i mean. call me eh. i nda talk :( eh your secretary just called i think. thought it ws you! chey..haha gv her jacob's no. hw come YOU dnt call me! mm anw, oh well. thts ok i guess..bt at least come back for a week hol or smth in ths 6 month break you hv?? :D heh. anw hv you heard yellowcard's new song : only one? i seriously doubt you hv, being in taiwan and all. err. haha anw i really like it youre my only one! :) SINCE WHEN dyou comb your hair lo. you only like, run your hands through your hair and say youre all set. haha. misses!
results : Have you and your best gf been friends forever? Is your friendship one built on loyalty and a history of helping one another out? Marissa and Summer from "The O.C." would understand.
Despite Marissa's multiple family problems, romance problems and just plain old problems, there has been one girl always by her side--Summer. Sure, she may be extremely concerned with her own appearance and popularity status, but her devotion to Marissa never waivers. These two are in it for the long haul. Let's just say they are so in sync that they even eat their breakfast together. They might not be completely glued together all the time or know of each others' exhilerating/traumatising experiences first-hand, but always know, in-depth, what is going on, and are always there for each other.
Just like Marissa and Summer, it sounds like you and your best gf know what it means to take care of a friend through the hard times and how to party down to celebrate the good. Life may be tough, but it helps when you have a friend who is as reliable as the rising sun. These kind of friends would leave a sweetie behind just to make sure the other is safe walking home. Friends like these guard the bathroom door when the lock is broken, share their new clothes and never spill the beans about the others' secret crush. Given this solid foundation, it's easy to imagine building a sturdy and long-lasting future together.
so, whaddya think? :)
ooh and ths one is my love colour..im terribly bored lahh!
John Alan Lee would identify you as the classic red-blooded lover: passionate, abandoned and a great admirer of physical beauty. Ah, the romantic, the prime target of Cupid's arrow.
When hit, red types have a tendency to fall hard. Think lovesick--fluttering heart, sweating palms, an upset stomach. What do you say, are you a sucker for a stranger's pretty face? And if you meet the right stranger, do you wind up spending every waking minute with your beloved? You may become smitten, but don't worry, it's unlikely you're ever in such a haze that you'll stay in a bad relationship for the sake of love.
theyre saying tht im superficial :(
k..too quizzy alr..
'off!
one thing that many people don't realize is that the word boob does not apply to all of us. The word boob calls to mind an over-full water balloon stretched to the breaking point, a Bazooka bubble blown past opaque to iridescent. And so, while I stand before you as a member of the boob tribe, I need to make it clear that I do not possess any boobs.
hahaha.
did lotsa quizes!
love taking quizes. haha so lame but qt interesting la..
and guess what..i found out my scent and tranquility is HERB ( the reckonings and analysis were really true but i hate the smell of herbs..its nt evn a scent.. ), that my career personality is um artistic, blahblah, and also that i hv an IQ of 139 which is classified as highly intelligent and that my strength is structural creativity, whtever tht means but wth. if i were highly intelligent i wouldnt be denied sa and end up in cj :( and and get ths : my humour is DARK. as in, goth creepy dark. one word : HUH. im nt a fan of marilyn manson thank you very much..
tings mm you lucky pig..having a good time spa-ing and all i see..anw i did a quiz! its about best friends relationships. ok so lame but im gonna post the results for you to see anw..haha btw did you check your mail? i mailed you eh. but you sign my gbk and dnt rply my mail. mm anw haha hey i DID improve ok..hahaha. -whacks your ass! and im nt a lazy bum..look who's talking..haha yea i knw..yins got into nj too..hey you got same l1r5 as sq right? can get into vj yknow. sigh. im just upset la. i dnt wna go jc at all if yknw wht i mean. call me eh. i nda talk :( eh your secretary just called i think. thought it ws you! chey..haha gv her jacob's no. hw come YOU dnt call me! mm anw, oh well. thts ok i guess..bt at least come back for a week hol or smth in ths 6 month break you hv?? :D heh. anw hv you heard yellowcard's new song : only one? i seriously doubt you hv, being in taiwan and all. err. haha anw i really like it youre my only one! :) SINCE WHEN dyou comb your hair lo. you only like, run your hands through your hair and say youre all set. haha. misses!
results : Have you and your best gf been friends forever? Is your friendship one built on loyalty and a history of helping one another out? Marissa and Summer from "The O.C." would understand.
Despite Marissa's multiple family problems, romance problems and just plain old problems, there has been one girl always by her side--Summer. Sure, she may be extremely concerned with her own appearance and popularity status, but her devotion to Marissa never waivers. These two are in it for the long haul. Let's just say they are so in sync that they even eat their breakfast together. They might not be completely glued together all the time or know of each others' exhilerating/traumatising experiences first-hand, but always know, in-depth, what is going on, and are always there for each other.
Just like Marissa and Summer, it sounds like you and your best gf know what it means to take care of a friend through the hard times and how to party down to celebrate the good. Life may be tough, but it helps when you have a friend who is as reliable as the rising sun. These kind of friends would leave a sweetie behind just to make sure the other is safe walking home. Friends like these guard the bathroom door when the lock is broken, share their new clothes and never spill the beans about the others' secret crush. Given this solid foundation, it's easy to imagine building a sturdy and long-lasting future together.
so, whaddya think? :)
ooh and ths one is my love colour..im terribly bored lahh!
John Alan Lee would identify you as the classic red-blooded lover: passionate, abandoned and a great admirer of physical beauty. Ah, the romantic, the prime target of Cupid's arrow.
When hit, red types have a tendency to fall hard. Think lovesick--fluttering heart, sweating palms, an upset stomach. What do you say, are you a sucker for a stranger's pretty face? And if you meet the right stranger, do you wind up spending every waking minute with your beloved? You may become smitten, but don't worry, it's unlikely you're ever in such a haze that you'll stay in a bad relationship for the sake of love.
theyre saying tht im superficial :(
k..too quizzy alr..
'off!
Sunday, December 19, 2004
been having a quiet peaceful life.
haha not that its been happening or anything.
but for the first time
ive spent 2.5days at home! and i think ll be rotting home till tuesday..STITCHING like an old granny..and reading like a geek..cant wait for weds+thurs..! seeing people i havent seen in a long time. quite long la. and im like, having a pri school cls gathering 3 days aft xmas too..wow. tis the season for gatherings.
tings you stupid girl..i miss you like, fucken much..im damn miserable :( didnt change my numbers at all!! did you key in the wrong country code or something? yea i knw..most people start school in the states in july but you wont be 17 yet eh. HEY WHY DONT YOU COME BACK HERE AND ROT WITH ME..cos like, first 3 months will be damn crappy for me, i hate it..and everyone will be moving on :( then you go back shanghai after march hols la..cos thts when i start school again in the other (or maybe same) jc..anw. haha maybe you can investigate the cause of the rotten smell..and help your cousin get rid of it..err i SORTA curbed by shopping habits bt going back to it again..haha bought..stuff..and shopping with ree a few days frm nw..and i nda get a new bag and shoes for school..I WANT TO SHOP WITH YOU :( excuse me are you coming back..btwbtw i got good progress award!! haha last time i got it ws like, sec2..grr. im really bored. why cant you call through??
Saturday, December 18, 2004
cant believe its already 1+
got carried away chatting w mina. yea haha so funny..we just went on and on..were on quite a roll. bad bad day..thought a lot..on thinking mode. i conclude that people are scary, period. you really never know what they think about you. that very sweet smile could be a fake. they could tell you that they love you but the next minute its all 'shes so irritating, get rid of her, lets go out without her' they could tell you youre so skinny and then next thing secretly laugh at the fact that your tummy ws protruding as you were slumped on the chair and also, that youre flat. when people look at me, i feel like screaming, dont judge me, i cant help it if im not pretty. im born with so many imperfections..stop pointing that out to your friends. im wearing whatever i feel like that day. stop saying that i dont look nice in it. its mean. and yea, im talking about myself too. cos i cant stop bitching. and i feel so bad. but thats the way it is. and i dont understand why myself. okay i sound like a mad bitch ranting. actually, nothing happened. just wild random thoughts. haha. madness la. i miss tings.
and i hate cj. as in, i didnt even know it myself till the results came out. i really dont want to be wearing factory worker uniform. ok first three months no needa wear. but still. its traumatising. ( all the nightmare stories ive been hearing ) ok maybe if i put more than 2 choices, i wouldnt end up there. but the thing is, i hate all jcs cos i dont wanna go jc at all. not as in i wanna go poly or anything. i just wanna stay in st nicks. not that i love the school that i want to retain but i prefer secondary school life. ahh whatever.
schools starting in a few weeks.
and i cant help
but feel SO incomplete without tings.
what the hell.
im all alone in a place i hate.
ok i think i dont hate cj in particular ( I THINK ) bt i just hate going to a new environment and seeing new faces and changing and adapting. its redundant. and ok, i also dont wanna be in cj, for certain obvious reasons..
AND i just went shopping..they werent impulsive acts though. haha i really really like my body mist and volcom clutch. and i really really considered and weighed the pros and cons. ok my ass. i bought them cos i like them. but still. there were MANY other stuff at raffles city..i really love that place. actually, ive always loved raffles city. haha. and city link. mm. the point is there were many other wow stuff but i didnt purchase them ok. so. did exercise some self control after all.
SIGH. felt a lot better after shopping..as always..
BUT now..im upset all over again.
shit.
im broke la.
BROKE. but nxt week's arriving..haha. so nvm.
mm loving oceanus. totally.
and im also loving that volcom wallet..and also that ozoc wallet..the butterfly on it ws so pretty..and that necklace thing..crap. steph dont roll your eyes.
got carried away chatting w mina. yea haha so funny..we just went on and on..were on quite a roll. bad bad day..thought a lot..on thinking mode. i conclude that people are scary, period. you really never know what they think about you. that very sweet smile could be a fake. they could tell you that they love you but the next minute its all 'shes so irritating, get rid of her, lets go out without her' they could tell you youre so skinny and then next thing secretly laugh at the fact that your tummy ws protruding as you were slumped on the chair and also, that youre flat. when people look at me, i feel like screaming, dont judge me, i cant help it if im not pretty. im born with so many imperfections..stop pointing that out to your friends. im wearing whatever i feel like that day. stop saying that i dont look nice in it. its mean. and yea, im talking about myself too. cos i cant stop bitching. and i feel so bad. but thats the way it is. and i dont understand why myself. okay i sound like a mad bitch ranting. actually, nothing happened. just wild random thoughts. haha. madness la. i miss tings.
and i hate cj. as in, i didnt even know it myself till the results came out. i really dont want to be wearing factory worker uniform. ok first three months no needa wear. but still. its traumatising. ( all the nightmare stories ive been hearing ) ok maybe if i put more than 2 choices, i wouldnt end up there. but the thing is, i hate all jcs cos i dont wanna go jc at all. not as in i wanna go poly or anything. i just wanna stay in st nicks. not that i love the school that i want to retain but i prefer secondary school life. ahh whatever.
schools starting in a few weeks.
and i cant help
but feel SO incomplete without tings.
what the hell.
im all alone in a place i hate.
ok i think i dont hate cj in particular ( I THINK ) bt i just hate going to a new environment and seeing new faces and changing and adapting. its redundant. and ok, i also dont wanna be in cj, for certain obvious reasons..
AND i just went shopping..they werent impulsive acts though. haha i really really like my body mist and volcom clutch. and i really really considered and weighed the pros and cons. ok my ass. i bought them cos i like them. but still. there were MANY other stuff at raffles city..i really love that place. actually, ive always loved raffles city. haha. and city link. mm. the point is there were many other wow stuff but i didnt purchase them ok. so. did exercise some self control after all.
SIGH. felt a lot better after shopping..as always..
BUT now..im upset all over again.
shit.
im broke la.
BROKE. but nxt week's arriving..haha. so nvm.
mm loving oceanus. totally.
and im also loving that volcom wallet..and also that ozoc wallet..the butterfly on it ws so pretty..and that necklace thing..crap. steph dont roll your eyes.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
listening to ryan cabrera and oliver james :)
BLISSFUL CHEESY SMILE..
Everybody wants to be loved
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to
just like a helpless child
yeah
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonely highway
i'm trying to get home
love's been a long time coming
you can look for a lifetime
you can love for a day
you can think you got everything but
everything is nothing when you throw it away
yeah
then you look in my eyes
and i have it all
once again
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
just like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
love's been a long time coming
didn't know i was lost
til you found me
haha. so cheesy. but still :D
BLISSFUL CHEESY SMILE..
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to
just like a helpless child
yeah
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonely highway
i'm trying to get home
love's been a long time coming
you can look for a lifetime
you can love for a day
you can think you got everything but
everything is nothing when you throw it away
yeah
then you look in my eyes
and i have it all
once again
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
just like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
love's been a long time coming
didn't know i was lost
til you found me
haha. so cheesy. but still :D
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i think im nocturnal.
just came home and bathed and stuff..watched the incredibles!! omg its hell good, everyone should watch it. like troy. i mean, its nt like troy, but its a must-watch!!! totally. and i usually hatehatehate cartoony flicks..theyre so lame..finding nemo made me sleep..but ths is really good!! haha. amazing la. mm ate at fish&co, seafood platter for 2 sucks..got so sick of eating (though ws still hungry) wanted to puke!! too much!! ooh but the platter for 1 is really good..used to eat with tings all the time.. anywaywayway..ste&sq!! loved the pres! it ws thoughtful. haha. like last year's. BIG KISS <3 :D :D though the mini cake is probably rotting right nw..heh. and also i decided tht if i ever find some cell phone or digi cam (these are the usual items nwadays) hanging around, forgotten by their owners (who're always bound to come back and hunt feverishly for it), im never gonna keep it for myself!! 'finders keepers losers weepers' just should nt exist..its too cruel to be true. esp when its a newly bought 700+ digicam..sigh. -pats my dear friend on her back- and i'd say tht the people in ps gelare are so freaking rude. esp tht..bung who works thr..mean ass. totally. hate tht place now! grr.
anyway..bought ribbons! haha lameness..and another thread colour..yea spotlight is my new favourite hangout place..and i proclaim myself as broke as anyone can be :( OVERSPENT. totally..currently mending the major hole in my account..luckily i bought all xmas presents..haha. the excitement got to me..anyway..oh yea. nda get smth else for my sis..ahh. and school essentials 1.shoes 2.tote and i'd love a MAC voucher pls..sigh. and again, luckily i got my organiser¬ebooksss&pencilcase alr..haha wht can i say..ive grown up to shop like a kiasu aunty..mm WHT IS GOING ON with tht drop it like its hot song..sheesh. stupidest song ive ever heard. no substance at all..and its nt like, dancey or anyth. and i keep hearing it everytime i start listening to perfect10..stop!! grr.
ok nuff rambling..off i go to resume attending to other activities :)
oh! btw, i love ths song..its nt my favourite song or anyth bt its so sweet la. and its nt like, a sappy ballad or anyth. all bfs shld sing it to their gfs!! or maybe nt if they hv a hideous voice. bt whatever.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
yayy!! i just heard it on the p10!! yipeeee. hehehe. ok im easily high at night..thinking of buying yellowcard/maroon5's albums..mm ok BROKE.
NIGHTY! :)
just came home and bathed and stuff..watched the incredibles!! omg its hell good, everyone should watch it. like troy. i mean, its nt like troy, but its a must-watch!!! totally. and i usually hatehatehate cartoony flicks..theyre so lame..finding nemo made me sleep..but ths is really good!! haha. amazing la. mm ate at fish&co, seafood platter for 2 sucks..got so sick of eating (though ws still hungry) wanted to puke!! too much!! ooh but the platter for 1 is really good..used to eat with tings all the time.. anywaywayway..ste&sq!! loved the pres! it ws thoughtful. haha. like last year's. BIG KISS <3 :D :D though the mini cake is probably rotting right nw..heh. and also i decided tht if i ever find some cell phone or digi cam (these are the usual items nwadays) hanging around, forgotten by their owners (who're always bound to come back and hunt feverishly for it), im never gonna keep it for myself!! 'finders keepers losers weepers' just should nt exist..its too cruel to be true. esp when its a newly bought 700+ digicam..sigh. -pats my dear friend on her back- and i'd say tht the people in ps gelare are so freaking rude. esp tht..bung who works thr..mean ass. totally. hate tht place now! grr.
anyway..bought ribbons! haha lameness..and another thread colour..yea spotlight is my new favourite hangout place..and i proclaim myself as broke as anyone can be :( OVERSPENT. totally..currently mending the major hole in my account..luckily i bought all xmas presents..haha. the excitement got to me..anyway..oh yea. nda get smth else for my sis..ahh. and school essentials 1.shoes 2.tote and i'd love a MAC voucher pls..sigh. and again, luckily i got my organiser¬ebooksss&pencilcase alr..haha wht can i say..ive grown up to shop like a kiasu aunty..mm WHT IS GOING ON with tht drop it like its hot song..sheesh. stupidest song ive ever heard. no substance at all..and its nt like, dancey or anyth. and i keep hearing it everytime i start listening to perfect10..stop!! grr.
ok nuff rambling..off i go to resume attending to other activities :)
oh! btw, i love ths song..its nt my favourite song or anyth bt its so sweet la. and its nt like, a sappy ballad or anyth. all bfs shld sing it to their gfs!! or maybe nt if they hv a hideous voice. bt whatever.
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
yayy!! i just heard it on the p10!! yipeeee. hehehe. ok im easily high at night..thinking of buying yellowcard/maroon5's albums..mm ok BROKE.
NIGHTY! :)
Monday, December 13, 2004
shitsers, dno hw to mke the scrollbar track transparent..looks so queer nw. shld i add tht kristin kruek pic or nt? wnted to pt olsen twins! bt ashley looks so funny in all the pics. oh well.
anyway anyway
had quite a happy birthday ystd :)
im sixteen! whopeedoo.
my lil cousins gv me a present..it ws damn sweet. like gosh! haha
and i got money money frm my relatives :D
hehe.
gna meet sq+ste ltr..
momsie! haha you are damn hell funny! its a good idea tht you left mr toh since all he did ws lim kopi whn you were pushing and pushing so hard. haha thanks dear. love you lotsssss :)
anyway anyway
had quite a happy birthday ystd :)
im sixteen! whopeedoo.
my lil cousins gv me a present..it ws damn sweet. like gosh! haha
and i got money money frm my relatives :D
hehe.
gna meet sq+ste ltr..
momsie! haha you are damn hell funny! its a good idea tht you left mr toh since all he did ws lim kopi whn you were pushing and pushing so hard. haha thanks dear. love you lotsssss :)
Sunday, December 12, 2004
hee. nanapok and ree gave me a big surprise just now at like i dont knw, 7am in the morning i think. whispering so loudly next to my bed. and those 2 mad girls do not eat breakfast and i was starving so i ate like a pig..anyway out of point. gna meet my sister ltr. we're gonna check out tampines mall!! haha so damn cool huh. cos ive nvr been thr and lotsa ppl hv been telling me its really nice. oh well. gtg.
btw thanks, all who wished me! (im STILL waiting for ms tingsie. all ppl but you! even my pri sch friends and (they rmbed!) lex..and at too. IM VERY CROSS WITH YOU, BTW.)
wyn is first again, like last year. haha
sylvia : thanks dear :) whts your blog url btw? i dnt hv any links nw. haha
btw thanks, all who wished me! (im STILL waiting for ms tingsie. all ppl but you! even my pri sch friends and (they rmbed!) lex..and at too. IM VERY CROSS WITH YOU, BTW.)
wyn is first again, like last year. haha
sylvia : thanks dear :) whts your blog url btw? i dnt hv any links nw. haha
Saturday, December 11, 2004
just came home..
wanted to blog about all the funny stuff tht happened the past few days
but suddenly i feel so..rotten.
like rotten apple discarded in a corner.
argh. me and my crap. hate it.
turning 16 in like, 2 hours.
sure doesnt feel like it.
lets see
no.1 my best friend is like, whoosh, all around the world but here.
no.2 unlike prev years, im celebrating with my FAMILY on the day itself and friends post the actual date. PLUS, no pre celebrations, as you can see. instead, i had an ah soh session consecutively for the 2nd time with sq..it was fun and we kpt laughing at ourselves but we werent exactly having an ah soh celebration..and im talking, or rather, typing to the comp like a deluded moron at this point in time. anw not like thrs anything wrong with my family. i love my aunt and all but my cousins and uncles?? i see them like, 5 times a year. and ths is so..elementary school. i can foresee stilted conversations. oh joy.
no.3 im trying to be in denial but thr's a sinking feeling deep down because i knw everyone wldve already forgotten. (and also busy celebrating with other people who just have to be born on the same day as me..thus needless to say, painting a clear picture as to who is, yknow, more important to them..but whatever..)
no.4 sweet sixteen is actually supposed to mean something.
no.5 the thing is, i dont even feel loved.
no.6 and i really dont think huang weiting actually knws the days as they fly past so she probably wont bother (as usual)
no.7 so ysee im like, so happy right now i could burst in tears.
okay ths is too depressing for further continuation.
so you see, this is really
great. i have a sense of foreboding ths year isnt going to be exactly rosy and happy at all. every year gets increasingly crappy. no wonder like the apple, i rot more and get discarded more as time goes by.
whatever.
wanted to blog about all the funny stuff tht happened the past few days
but suddenly i feel so..rotten.
like rotten apple discarded in a corner.
argh. me and my crap. hate it.
turning 16 in like, 2 hours.
sure doesnt feel like it.
lets see
no.1 my best friend is like, whoosh, all around the world but here.
no.2 unlike prev years, im celebrating with my FAMILY on the day itself and friends post the actual date. PLUS, no pre celebrations, as you can see. instead, i had an ah soh session consecutively for the 2nd time with sq..it was fun and we kpt laughing at ourselves but we werent exactly having an ah soh celebration..and im talking, or rather, typing to the comp like a deluded moron at this point in time. anw not like thrs anything wrong with my family. i love my aunt and all but my cousins and uncles?? i see them like, 5 times a year. and ths is so..elementary school. i can foresee stilted conversations. oh joy.
no.3 im trying to be in denial but thr's a sinking feeling deep down because i knw everyone wldve already forgotten. (and also busy celebrating with other people who just have to be born on the same day as me..thus needless to say, painting a clear picture as to who is, yknow, more important to them..but whatever..)
no.4 sweet sixteen is actually supposed to mean something.
no.5 the thing is, i dont even feel loved.
no.6 and i really dont think huang weiting actually knws the days as they fly past so she probably wont bother (as usual)
no.7 so ysee im like, so happy right now i could burst in tears.
okay ths is too depressing for further continuation.
so you see, this is really
great. i have a sense of foreboding ths year isnt going to be exactly rosy and happy at all. every year gets increasingly crappy. no wonder like the apple, i rot more and get discarded more as time goes by.
whatever.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
just re-watched what a girl wants (i know..whaat?? its like, ancient and so princess-diaries-y..) and i really really like the soundtrack! ok actually i dno if all the songs are in the soundtrack bt the songs in the movie are good. ok theyre sappy ballads. but nice sappy ballads! heh. dont knw if the soundtrack still exist..any kind souls? (my bday and xmas coming up :D)
mm let me recap what happened the past few days..
monday went wild wild wet w ree, steph&sq..it ws qt fun la..bt i think the jurong rides were better..actually the kids playground ws the most fun! what can i say..we're all young at heart..the other rides were so-so..oh! and tht cycling in the air thing was SO nt wht i thought it'd be..me&ree were totally freaking out in mid-air, paranoid tht the whole thing was tilted to our sides (as in she thought it was to her bt i thought it ws to me) so we were cycling like, at a snail's pace. yea. haha and that man-made wave thingy ws fun too, now tht i think of it..haha we got bruises and aches by trying to pull each other and wht not..DEAD TIRED. haha and when the waves came we ended up being washed to the shore..so much for all the paddling and grips..
in the end we went chomp chomp for seafood..ws qt ok la. shlda found out tht pasir ris eatery place..then rented White Chicks..bt most of the time ws spent huddling over ths jigsaw puzzle..oh the agony of trying to piece everyth in..bt i think we were all pretty good huh :D ego swells. haha ok i admit i wsnt v helpful actually..haha steph kpt swatting me away whn i 'intruded her di pan' and sq kpt eyeing me and telling me 'dont even think about it' when i tried to squish a stubborn piece into its wrong home..haha bt i solved the mystery of the patch at the end k! haha. went home cross eyed and aching all over..
mm tuesday. had class, the little pri1 girl kpt toying with my patience and i ws so annoyed! shes unbelievable. if i never want to adopt any kids, it'll be kudos to her..anw wht did i do ystd?? oh went town, wanted to get sewing stuff (new hobby :D) but in the end..sigh failed mission la. nonetheless, we had gelare (half price on tues!!) and after which started ths ice fight all of a sudden..
then got specs!! haha :) its purple and just what i wanted! ladidum. collecting on thurs.
had the worst headache ths morning. ok actually it wsnt the worst..tht title wld be appropriate for the one i had before physics prelims..it'll haunt me for life. anw i thought i ws gonna barf but fell aslp..
alrighty..off i go.
btw TINGS, i mailed you ystd!! go check!!
mm let me recap what happened the past few days..
monday went wild wild wet w ree, steph&sq..it ws qt fun la..bt i think the jurong rides were better..actually the kids playground ws the most fun! what can i say..we're all young at heart..the other rides were so-so..oh! and tht cycling in the air thing was SO nt wht i thought it'd be..me&ree were totally freaking out in mid-air, paranoid tht the whole thing was tilted to our sides (as in she thought it was to her bt i thought it ws to me) so we were cycling like, at a snail's pace. yea. haha and that man-made wave thingy ws fun too, now tht i think of it..haha we got bruises and aches by trying to pull each other and wht not..DEAD TIRED. haha and when the waves came we ended up being washed to the shore..so much for all the paddling and grips..
in the end we went chomp chomp for seafood..ws qt ok la. shlda found out tht pasir ris eatery place..then rented White Chicks..bt most of the time ws spent huddling over ths jigsaw puzzle..oh the agony of trying to piece everyth in..bt i think we were all pretty good huh :D ego swells. haha ok i admit i wsnt v helpful actually..haha steph kpt swatting me away whn i 'intruded her di pan' and sq kpt eyeing me and telling me 'dont even think about it' when i tried to squish a stubborn piece into its wrong home..haha bt i solved the mystery of the patch at the end k! haha. went home cross eyed and aching all over..
mm tuesday. had class, the little pri1 girl kpt toying with my patience and i ws so annoyed! shes unbelievable. if i never want to adopt any kids, it'll be kudos to her..anw wht did i do ystd?? oh went town, wanted to get sewing stuff (new hobby :D) but in the end..sigh failed mission la. nonetheless, we had gelare (half price on tues!!) and after which started ths ice fight all of a sudden..
then got specs!! haha :) its purple and just what i wanted! ladidum. collecting on thurs.
had the worst headache ths morning. ok actually it wsnt the worst..tht title wld be appropriate for the one i had before physics prelims..it'll haunt me for life. anw i thought i ws gonna barf but fell aslp..
alrighty..off i go.
btw TINGS, i mailed you ystd!! go check!!
Sunday, December 05, 2004
i feel like a sim now!
actually, i WISH i were a sim.
to get someone help me find true love and then get engaged and blah,
and also attend to my every need (i.e simple things like cereal or to gussy up)
i love sims2!!
addicted.
and ok forget it,
aileen stj,
what the heck?
GRR..my cell better beep sometime soon with your message
or u'll be presumed dead and i shall start weeping..
._.
me and my dramatic crap thanks to sims.
anyway.
ms huang weiting.
MSN?? okay?? set a date!! :D
actually, i WISH i were a sim.
to get someone help me find true love and then get engaged and blah,
and also attend to my every need (i.e simple things like cereal or to gussy up)
i love sims2!!
addicted.
and ok forget it,
aileen stj,
what the heck?
GRR..my cell better beep sometime soon with your message
or u'll be presumed dead and i shall start weeping..
._.
me and my dramatic crap thanks to sims.
anyway.
ms huang weiting.
MSN?? okay?? set a date!! :D
i suddenly realise what date is it today..
and okay, since you probably dont care
cos youre way too sick of me
im letting go, all of it.
i now know memories are not everything
in fact they mean nothing
when only one is holding on to it.
i dont know why things happen the way they do
but everything is so predictable now
im so used to the constant changes
i think about what we had
but i realise you really dont care
so as ive mentioned
im letting go, all of it..
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it (yeah) I can't shake it
Nooo
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Every time I close my eyes I like it down
I can't go on not loving you
and okay, since you probably dont care
cos youre way too sick of me
im letting go, all of it.
i now know memories are not everything
in fact they mean nothing
when only one is holding on to it.
i dont know why things happen the way they do
but everything is so predictable now
im so used to the constant changes
i think about what we had
but i realise you really dont care
so as ive mentioned
im letting go, all of it..
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it (yeah) I can't shake it
Nooo
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Every time I close my eyes I like it down
TINGS!
miss you too!! so youre at taiwan now or shanghai? anw pls work out your email..ive got like, so damn much to tell you..hurry before i forget. haha yknow me and my memory problems..haha so hows your hair like? shorter or just thinned it? btw our photos are ready! due to steph's surprising efficiency all of a sudden..haha. the nice ones are already framed on my tables..haha. and you looked good in one of the connexio photos! and i was like, really really pimply cos it was my Major Outbreak period! fainted. and i need to tell you about grad!! better hurry call me or work out your email thing la! i couldnt help you cos i forgot your password. heh. LOVEE! :D
miss you too!! so youre at taiwan now or shanghai? anw pls work out your email..ive got like, so damn much to tell you..hurry before i forget. haha yknow me and my memory problems..haha so hows your hair like? shorter or just thinned it? btw our photos are ready! due to steph's surprising efficiency all of a sudden..haha. the nice ones are already framed on my tables..haha. and you looked good in one of the connexio photos! and i was like, really really pimply cos it was my Major Outbreak period! fainted. and i need to tell you about grad!! better hurry call me or work out your email thing la! i couldnt help you cos i forgot your password. heh. LOVEE! :D
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
aight..grad's over..
i have to say it wasnt even the least bit heartwarming or touching (apart from our class' powerpt slide). i wasnt glowing with warmth, it didnt feel like anything special happened..it was like, hollow and empty. sat around like a statue..took photos till my mouth ached and my smile became more and more spastic-looking..ate sparse portions of the food..was hungry but didnt feel like eating..but everyone was looking great..charlotte mymy was gorgeous. and i agree that siqi was every bit model-ish..michelle was oh-so sweet. i think she had the prettiest dress that night. and all my girlies looked good! (though that stupid rol was so testing me&xin's patience earlier..-glaresss!) steph was so kirsten dunst-ish in bring it on..esp when she was prancing about in kbox later that night..or should i say morning. were screaming off key and dancing on the sofas to the wee wee wee hours of the morning cos our session ends at 5am..my eyes were SO hurting from wearing contacts all day..but all in all, helluva fun :D were all so duper high except from siqi who sat there, looking pretty and glam while we were erm, letting loose and doing god knows what.
ooh and when we entered kbox cine at 12am we didnt exactly expect to be greeted by a man punching the hell outta this woman. ok we didnt see him punch her, but sq told me her mouth was bleeding and all. oh gawdy. freaked the hell outta us.
cant stand my fringe now..growing sick of it. it gives me this Act Cute image. djsgh. ugh. gross to the max. the stupid guy doing my hair happily snipped and snipped with my hair STRAIGHTENED. hello, when i wash my hair and all is not straightened, imagine how it springs up! grossness.
what on earth is happening to spore idol man. cant be bothered to watch anymore. someone tell me why is sylvester 'sly'?? its the cheesiest thing ever. but his rendition of an jing was really really fab fab..and i dont exactly support taufik either..all his songs seem the same to me. why why why was olinda eliminated?? madness. anyway. its not like ive been an avid fan of spore idol..haha. i hardly watch it since the first few rounds of elimination. so who am i to say..though now that i think back, the major shocker was when jessea was eliminated. like, huh??
sigh. teaching tmrw..the 2hours are pure stretches of patience and nothing else.
nothing is alright without my best friend back here..
but im trying.
i have to say it wasnt even the least bit heartwarming or touching (apart from our class' powerpt slide). i wasnt glowing with warmth, it didnt feel like anything special happened..it was like, hollow and empty. sat around like a statue..took photos till my mouth ached and my smile became more and more spastic-looking..ate sparse portions of the food..was hungry but didnt feel like eating..but everyone was looking great..charlotte mymy was gorgeous. and i agree that siqi was every bit model-ish..michelle was oh-so sweet. i think she had the prettiest dress that night. and all my girlies looked good! (though that stupid rol was so testing me&xin's patience earlier..-glaresss!) steph was so kirsten dunst-ish in bring it on..esp when she was prancing about in kbox later that night..or should i say morning. were screaming off key and dancing on the sofas to the wee wee wee hours of the morning cos our session ends at 5am..my eyes were SO hurting from wearing contacts all day..but all in all, helluva fun :D were all so duper high except from siqi who sat there, looking pretty and glam while we were erm, letting loose and doing god knows what.
ooh and when we entered kbox cine at 12am we didnt exactly expect to be greeted by a man punching the hell outta this woman. ok we didnt see him punch her, but sq told me her mouth was bleeding and all. oh gawdy. freaked the hell outta us.
cant stand my fringe now..growing sick of it. it gives me this Act Cute image. djsgh. ugh. gross to the max. the stupid guy doing my hair happily snipped and snipped with my hair STRAIGHTENED. hello, when i wash my hair and all is not straightened, imagine how it springs up! grossness.
what on earth is happening to spore idol man. cant be bothered to watch anymore. someone tell me why is sylvester 'sly'?? its the cheesiest thing ever. but his rendition of an jing was really really fab fab..and i dont exactly support taufik either..all his songs seem the same to me. why why why was olinda eliminated?? madness. anyway. its not like ive been an avid fan of spore idol..haha. i hardly watch it since the first few rounds of elimination. so who am i to say..though now that i think back, the major shocker was when jessea was eliminated. like, huh??
sigh. teaching tmrw..the 2hours are pure stretches of patience and nothing else.
nothing is alright without my best friend back here..
but im trying.
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